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Talking about myself. (please can anyone relate)

Have you ever felt disappointed in someone you like/your crush because something about their personality turns you off? Absolutely. Let's talk about fellala. I would say I HATE HATE and HATE romance anime/manga/manhwa/manhua and all sorts. Even if it's novel it disgust me how can anyone read or watch without feeling the cringeness of it. I just can't bro. I feel like it's the love tropes in it that's turning me off so bad.  I used to enjoy watching romance anime but now? Nah. I can't stand it. You know, I'm surrounded by friends who's into novel. And where I'm from, reading novel means you love romance, dark romance and what ever the hell is in that love dovey category. I just hate it when I'm with my friend and they started talking about Tariq ridzuan, dheo and so on (iykyk). Bro it's not just the character that pisses me off. The story is just... "Wait, do you know that 'cassandra' got pregnant with.." "Really? No way...

THE END OF THE MIDTERMS

Finally bro. Finally. So.. before we get into today's exams. How are you fellas? Been good? Yup, yup. If not, hit me up. If yes, that's good! So I've got a few stories to tell but lets start with the basics. I just got my science paper marked. NOT GOOD, OBVIOUSLY.  Science- 58% (29/50) Bro. It's bad. I'm telling you. So, Faron got 72+% something like that. And nah. NAAAAH. My friend got 84% if I'm not wrong. Bro. I'm retarded.  PI EXAM:  uh. Nuh uh. Yuh uh. Wth am I sayin. Overall solid B I'd say. IM TOO LAZY TO FINISH THIS CUS IT WAS A LONG TIME AGO AND I ALREADY FORGOT HOW IT WENT. SORRY AND GOODBYE FELLAS.

Too tiredd

What's up fellas.  How are ya these days? Yeah, same me too. Nvm, I'm shyt tired to write ts. So let's get it done quickly. Duolingo, you've done it. I was doing my usual quest there. I prolly got 3 days streak as if now (too lazy to check). And I was investigating on the gems, like what is it used for. I thought maybe I could upgrade my avatar more since it looks cat shyt but that's not it. I saw something to get your 3 lives as I was scrolling on the page and god damn that thing's expensive. Prolly 450 for 3 lives (again, too lazy to check). And at that time I got 600. Out of curiosity, I clicked it and the transaction went through. This mofo turned my 600 gems into 150. I'm dying. Dead. Fried. Charred. Fyi, I'm also trying to get the duo widget on my screen but ts won't let me. I prolly got other stories but I can't remember it. Good night fellas. No quote, I'm done. 

third day of midyear exam.

You know what fellas? I feel like I haven't expressed myself fully here. I mean, 10 minutes on every blog is literally why so. And it feels like I'm stalking him now- you know? Faron. LOOK, am I really going to talk about him on every blog? ABSOLUTELY NOT. Anyway, he won the competition he had yesterday. Uh. Idk whether he got first place or what but he got the trophy. Not the real real trophy, just the small, plastic one. Uh. I actually had history exam today (the hardest exam ever known to man) and we had an hour before test starts so I studied with my friend. Tell me why I saw him playing monopoly with his friends. Listen, I'm not like stopping him. Like why would I?? But with him still like that, HE'S STILL GETTING AN A. I'm so done with this bro. Anyway, before I'm getting more into today's story, let's talk about the exams. HISTORY EXAM: Not good. It's was so hard that I actually forgot all of the questions. Like actually. What the hell did I j...

Second day of the mid-year exam

Uh. I didn't tell you about this yet right, fellas? Faron didn't came. Well not exactly, he came but he had a competition elsewhere so he didn't do the exam.  At first, I saw him in the morning when I was sitting at the canteen. He was wearing a maroon Baju melayu. Yeah, when I saw that I already know that he have something to attend. I actually don't know whether to feel happy, mad, or sad. He just didn't came. How should I even react to that? But I know for sure that I'm a tad disappointed about it. After every exam, I usually look over to him to see how's he doing with the test. Always finish early, with his unbothered face answering the questions. I WISH I was like that. Let's stop this one-sided rivalry once again and talk about my day. I had ; MATH EXAM; hm. I was actually confident at first but I MADE DUMB MISTAKES ALL OVER THE TEST. I FKING HATE MYSLEF FOR THATTT. Listen, 17², how much do you think that would be? A normal, knowledgeable person wo...

MID-YEAR EXAMM

Yo yo yo my fellas! That's right. Starting from today, those who read my blogs will be called "fellas". Anyway, today's not that good of a day not bad of a day. Hear me out. Today I had BM, BI and Science exam. I wouldn't say I did good but not too bad either. Before we get into anything, I have a rival. An academic rival of course. Lets call him.. Uh.. Faron. That's good I guess.. (really pulled up chatGPT for ts). So basically, Faron is the genius in my class. He's known for his last year exam that you have at the end of the year. Well let's just say he's the only person who scored brightly on the test. His math was 70+ and I had 59. Yeah. I skipped 2+ questions because I didn't have enough time. It's not fair. I dont hate him nor do I like him. I just want to steal his spotlight to be honest. AND BEFORE THAT, I'm NOT SELFISH.  It's just an instinct. I mean, if he can do it why can't I? And so begins my one-sided rivalry with ...

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There you go again. Going around and saying, "Fate hasn't been kind to me." "My face is so unsymmetrical." "I hate her. She's a snake." "I wish I was smart." Have you realized that all of the things you said is not fixed?  "Why did it have to turn out like this?" Maybe you did something wrong. Try again. A big step CAN causes a big failure, but that doesn't mean you should stop trying all together right? "I'm so ugly. My nose is crooked, my lips are thin, I have a monolid-" and so on. All of the things that you're saying is fixed by god. He created you. He is the one who decided what features you would have. What if he saw his own masterpiece, you, hating on them self saying how ugly they are. Remember, the verse 82:6-8 “[It is] He who created you, fashioned you, and balanced you; in whatever form He willed has He assembled you.” In is indeed from the Qur'an but surely positive things can be accepted by...