MID-YEAR EXAMM

Yo yo yo my fellas! That's right. Starting from today, those who read my blogs will be called "fellas". Anyway, today's not that good of a day not bad of a day. Hear me out.

Today I had BM, BI and Science exam. I wouldn't say I did good but not too bad either. Before we get into anything, I have a rival. An academic rival of course. Lets call him.. Uh.. Faron. That's good I guess.. (really pulled up chatGPT for ts). So basically, Faron is the genius in my class. He's known for his last year exam that you have at the end of the year. Well let's just say he's the only person who scored brightly on the test. His math was 70+ and I had 59. Yeah. I skipped 2+ questions because I didn't have enough time. It's not fair. I dont hate him nor do I like him. I just want to steal his spotlight to be honest. AND BEFORE THAT, I'm NOT SELFISH.  It's just an instinct. I mean, if he can do it why can't I? And so begins my one-sided rivalry with him. My friends probably know about it already since I kept saying "I need to beat him." Non-stop weeks before the midterm started. Well whatever. This is not about him, it's about me.

The test for BM-
Uh.. Lets just say I'll leave it to fate.

The test for BI- 
Confident enough. Yup. But my confident often cause it to be the opposite-

The test for Science-
I'm dying. I'm dead. Have you ever almost or have fallen asleep during an exam? That's what happend. I feel like it's because I didn't study well enough. That's fair.

Fyi, I'm targeting to be a surgeon. Uh.. Yeah. 
I don't think I have the sense of hope for myself too. 

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