Read and ponder. Ponder and think. Think and make a decision. Make a decision and take action.

There you go again. Going around and saying,

"Fate hasn't been kind to me."

"My face is so unsymmetrical."

"I hate her. She's a snake."

"I wish I was smart."

Have you realized that all of the things you said is not fixed? 

"Why did it have to turn out like this?"

Maybe you did something wrong. Try again.

A big step CAN causes a big failure, but that doesn't mean you should stop trying all together right?

"I'm so ugly. My nose is crooked, my lips are thin, I have a monolid-" and so on.

All of the things that you're saying is fixed by god. He created you. He is the one who decided what features you would have. What if he saw his own masterpiece, you, hating on them self saying how ugly they are. Remember, the verse 82:6-8

“[It is] He who created you, fashioned you, and balanced you; in whatever form He willed has He assembled you.”

In is indeed from the Qur'an but surely positive things can be accepted by many right?

"I can't believe it, she/he betrayed me! I hate her/him!" What's wrong with hating someone when they're clearly in the wrong, you think.

There's nothing wrong. Absolutely nothing.

They left you? Hate on them.

They mocked you? Hate on them.

They bullied you? Hate on them.

They had lost your trust? Hate on them.

They mocked your parents? Defend.

They bullied your loved ones? Defend.

They did something that you didn't like?

Talk to them.

Did you see the difference?

By saying hate on them, doesn't mean you have to get revenge because of what they did to you. Hate on them and only tell that to yourself. You don't need to go around and say that you hate this person, tell your close friend only.

By saying defend, doesn't mean you have to beat them up. It's for them to know where you draw the limit. Some people obviously don't know where does the joke ends. So let them know that your uncomfortable.

Remember. Fighting for your dignity doesn't mean you're weak. It means you have self respect. And if they don't understand that, your just way too mature for them.

"I wish I was smart." Is the dumbest thing you could've wished for. That like dreaming of taking a big step but don't know where your heading. It's useless. You don't need motivation. You need discipline. Not from your parents, but from yourself to yourself.

Instead of straight up thinking 

"I want to be a surgeon." Think, 

"I need to ace this year exams." And even more better if you think, 

"Starting from now, I'm going to study 30m a day."

See the difference? Start now. If not soon then when's later?

Onto our last topic..

"I hate my life. I'm like a candle in a blackout — only valued when the world turns dark, then forgotten when the lights return." 

What does this phrase represent?

Those who have experienced this will know how bad it actually hurts. 

Imagine, you have a friend. You think of them as your close friend and now more like a best friend. You've studied together, go out together, laugh together and do things together. You thought you did well maintaining the relationship - until, another person came. Taking your so "close friend" away. They didn't care. But you did. You poured everything into the relationship but they just brushed it off like that. 

I have that experience too. 

Don't think your alone.

Have you ever felt:

-you want to end this all

-how can they be better than me?

-i need to be like them

-i can't compete, they're gifted and I'm not

-insecured of your looks

-is there a meaning to life?

-how can I be the better version of myself?

-i tried but nothing is working

-why am I like this?

You realise all of the things you did wrong but are still ignoring them.

So who's at fault?

Why did I make this blog? It's about me. 

So if you think you can relate, it's nice to have someone who thinks the same way.

Isn't it reassuring in some way?

I'm not trying to give you motivation whatsoever. If you think you're one of them that I just said, 

Isn't now the time to set up the show?